mother of god that potential doctor i hooked up with sunday night
yeah he likes good music
like REALLY good music
like the beatles and cream and ray charles and martha reeves and the vandellas and ccr and van halen oh my god i can’t breathe i’m in love
that awkward moment when your mouth is salivating at the gourmet food you are seeing on food network
and you realize that all you are eating for dinner is a potato.
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you know how some people feel “naked” without their cell phones?
well i feel naked without my ray-bans.
and they are lost.
and i’m very, very sad because i have no idea where they are =(
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ohhhh i didn’t tell you all
i hooked up with a future brain surgeon sunday night at my friends wedding
and it was fun
lol
and he’s going to be a goddamn BRAIN SURGEON
and he is apparently a great cook
well anyways, i left my earrings in his room ACCIDENTALLY I SWEAR so now i have to go to his place to pick them up but luckily he lives in royal oak which is 1.) close to me, and 2.) one of my favorite cities ever, so yep hmmm i will try not to keep my hopes up but he was gosh darn adorable sunday night
so this guy said he would talk to me a few weeks after he ended things…it’s been closer to 5 i believe…idk something like that…but i’m fed up waiting, and i really do want to be friends with the guy. i mean, our failed relationship is no reason for a failed friendship…i mean, i’m over the relationship part, but i don’t think it’s worth it for us to not talk ever again…ya know? i’m not being “crazy” and “obsessive” i just feel like we should be friends. it’s kinda all we ever were to begin with.
now my questions is, should i message him in a week or so, saying this? like, how even though he said he’d talk to me, he didn’t, so i thought i’d put my thoughts forward, and that i think we could be friends, and yadda yadda you know what i mean.
idk stuff like that.
is that bad? should i not do it? idk what to do, because i honestly do want to be friends with him. we were just two cool people, and even though he sucked as a boyfriend, he’s actually a pretty good friend to people.
thoughts?
seriously my life feels like its getting closer and closer to rock bottom each day
boyfriend broke up with me…made me feel pretty shitty too…told me he’d talk to me in a few weeks…it’s been more than a few weeks…
a friend i danced with my whole life committed suicide…
i have no job…
i have no money…
i can’t afford to even leave my house…
my parents keep a constant reminder on me that i should have never even applied to nyu, i will never be able to afford it, and i should probably not be going.
it’s great because i put in so much effort to get in, and i firmly believe they are more disappointed in me that i applied to a school that i can’t afford to go to…
i’m really about to give up on everything, because i really don’t see my life going anywhere but down. i try and i try, but i’m just one of those people who is probably never going to be happy. i just don’t see it happening. life was so great for a bit, and now it’s all falling to shit, piece by piece…
idk…idk what to do about anything.
so “RIP Pitbull” is trending on twitter
now idk if it’s true, because twitter tends to kill celebrities even when they aren’t dead
but some guy tweeted “RIP Pitbull - the guy who rhymed Kodak with Kodak. Rap music will never be the same.”
bless that guy.
i wonder what goes through people’s minds when they post really odd pictures on the internet
like
“oh my god i burned myself with a curling iron…however, instead of taking care of my wound, let me first pause to take a picture of it with my phone and then instagram that shit”
awkward…